shummer shunshine.

I’ve been having SUCH a lovely lovely lovely few days that have been much needed.

On Thursday I spent the day playing with bikes and going for a twilight cruiser sesh with my canyon blvd boys and a few hundred other bikes from around the city. 

Yesterday I had work and I just absolutely love my job. I’m so thrilled I was hired at Lush, and I have yet to have a day where I’m not stoked to start my shift. Night time rolled around and I had another twilight bike ride with Jason and we rode around my favorite part of Boulder. I can’t get enough of the historical district neighborhood. (I’m weak in the knees for old bungalows with big front porches.) 

Today I woke up and went to the Boulder Creek Festival with my best friend, Tu. We are always fabulous together, and I am so glad we got some solid one-on-one time together. We were shameless and ate a free lunch of samples.

It really feels like summer these last few days. 

To me, summer isn’t a season. It’s a feeling.

It’s that really big swelling I get in the middle of my chest and I’m so happy I feel like I might burst at the seams.

It’s how I feel when I ride my bike and I look up to see the Big Dipper hanging heavily in the sky.

(( It’s in these moments that I truly feel infinite. ))

;lakdfjsal. :) 

well this is awkward.

I had a quad mocha at noon. Is it even called a quad mocha? It had 4 shots of espresso. I felt great all day and I actually joked that caffeine doesn’t have any effect on me anymore. 

Joke is over.

It’s 2am.

Please let me go to sleep right now.

I have watched enough horrible reality television on Hulu.

And I have painted my nails approximately 3 times. 

Cool. 

It’s summer.

WHY IS IT SO COLD OUTSIDE TODAY!?!?! 

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i haven’t had a cigarette since friday night.

I don’t know if I’ll make it through the day without going to the gas station

and buying a new pack.

a;lsdkfja.

ALSO WHY AM I NOT ASLEEP RIGHT NOW?! WAAAAHHHHH.

guise look.

I can take a picture with a smile. 

ALSO I GOT A JOB AHHHHHH. SUMMER STARTS IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS WOOP WOOP.

THANK EVERY GOD IN EVERY RELIGION OR THE TREES IF THAT’S YOUR RELIGION TOO.

job interviewwww.

finnnnggeerrrssss crosseeedddddd.

I feel like painting.

So I’m going to. 

Right now. 

In a comatose state.

In my bed.

Ordered wings.

I was so tempted to write in the special delivery instructions, “Please let yourself in the house, and deliver the food to my bedroom. Up the stairs, first bedroom on the left.”

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That awkward moment when I am casually standing in front of Andrea Gibson and her girlfriend in line at Starbucks and I’m trying so hard not to fangirl.

I always forget she and I live in the same city. 

asdlkfjsadl;fkjasd;lfjkasdfl;asdjfasdlkjfads;ljfasdf. 

8 more days.

i can do this, i can do this, i can do this.